me, an idiot: well i already ate 100 calories might as well eat 3,000
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“Tears aren’t meant to be dried up. They are meant to be kissed, understood and reciprocated when necessary.”— Juansen Dizon, The Sacred Art of Crying
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Fuck anyone who’s ever made you feel like you were hard to love.
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I can not wait to die
If I fall asleep and don’t wake up, will you forgive me? If the blade causes a river of crimson to flow down my arm, will you understand why? and if I can’t seem to keep going anymore and my body won’t leave my bed, will you know that I tried?
please stop these thoughts
The only reason that I’m still alive is because I care more about my loved ones not getting hurt than I care about myself being alive with this endless horrible pain. Don’t want to hurt them in any way, even if that means I have to walk through hell for the rest of their lives.
You know, the voices in my head are probably right, I really am worthless, and lonely, and I should probably kill myself.

